I feel both exhilirated and anxious at the same time. I have a million things running through my mind right now. Am I silly to be sitting here writing this? Do people actually gain anything by blogging? I would love to become a pro blogger for a side job. Although had writer's block not taken me over all those years ago in high school, perhaps I would already be pro. Either way, I know it feels good to be writing again. Even if just for lil ole' me. :)
I was thinking about something Cameron Diaz said once:
"I write constantly, but only in my journals. I have three of them: one for travel, one for home, and one I write in before bed. But the last thing I want is other people reading it..... What's really fun is reading your journal, like a year later, or even a month, and realizing how much you've changed. You're looking at something you said, something you really meant at the time, and you're like, 'I can't believe I ever really believed that! I am such an asshole!' I think that's the greatest thing about growing up...."
Makes me laugh. While I totally relate on one hand, on the other hand...I would love for people to read my posts and just laugh, if nothing else. Or be able to relate, I think we all like being able to reach out and connect with another living being. I think this will be fun.